It felt wrong somehow. She wanted to be close to him, to be held and kissed by him, but not like this. It left a bit of a sour taste in her mouth. The flavour of mint appeased her tongue, but his overly dominant show of affection he gave her led to think that he himself had been affected by something else. Alcohol. He wasn't drunk, but he wasn't completely himself either. She laid on the couch in front of the fireplace of the third room in the comfort, and he laid over her, caressing and kissing her. She let him continue, because she did still enjoy his touch.
But it didn't take much longer before he would go too far. His hands travelled down along her sides until they held still at her hips. And every few seconds, he nudged them up to him. Over and over again. Yashia's eyebrows sunk and her face fell to a small frown. They were still clothed, but this wasn't right. He was letting himself be driven by desires rather than the love they shared. She had to stop it, before anything would happen that they would both regret. The blonde huntress of tainted spirits couldn't let him or herself fall prey to that, and placed her fingers on his chin to slowly push him away.
He kept his eyes on her and smiled still, his hands still doing as they had been even after she broke their kiss. "Hmm? Why do you want me to stop?" he asked quietly, "We're not doing anything that goes too far..."
"No... but you are fantasizing it. And not too subtly either. If I ever -" she sighed, interrupting herself the frown settling deeper on her face. "Could you stop that, please? You are making me feel uneasy."
"I was just..." he couldn't find the words he wanted to speak, and looked down to his hands. He stopped, as she had asked him to. "I... well, I wasn't even thinking at all for a few moments."
Yashia gave him a nod. "I think you have had a few too many... best not do that again." She saw Cirion leaving his position over her, and sat down by her side. Looking down in shame, though perhaps also in disappointment. For an instant, she closed her eyes and ran her hand across her forehead, letting loose a second sigh. "Look, Cirion, it's okay. Nothing happened. We just learn from our mistakes and move on."
Frustrated, and audibly emotional, Cirion made his reply. "You don't trust me. You don't believe in me. You probably think like all the rest do, that I'm just some sex crazed man. That I only care for one thing, don't you?"
"No, I don't think that at all. You don't honestly believe that I do, right? I mean, look at yourself. All this drink just, well... you aren't yourself right now. You aren't thinking clearly. Perhaps we should just go to bed, so you can sleep this off." Moving her legs off the pillows and setting her feet on the ground, Yashia rose to sit up next to him. "And yes, I'm going to stay with you."
He didn't look at her anymore now, though his words kept coming for her. "When I only do one thing you don't like. But if there is something you want to change about me, I almost always have to comply. You pushed me away because you don't really trust me. You only want to stay here so you can keep an eye on me."
"It's not that I didn't trust you, but what you were doing just didn't feel right to me. I was uncomfortable with it. Your kissing and massage, I really liked that. A lot." She leaned forward, resting with her elbows on her lap. Her eyes to the floor in a saddened expression. "I didn't mean to make you feel denied, I just wanted to show our affection in a way that makes us both feel good. And... I already told you I would stop making demands. You deserve better."
But it didn't take much longer before he would go too far. His hands travelled down along her sides until they held still at her hips. And every few seconds, he nudged them up to him. Over and over again. Yashia's eyebrows sunk and her face fell to a small frown. They were still clothed, but this wasn't right. He was letting himself be driven by desires rather than the love they shared. She had to stop it, before anything would happen that they would both regret. The blonde huntress of tainted spirits couldn't let him or herself fall prey to that, and placed her fingers on his chin to slowly push him away.
He kept his eyes on her and smiled still, his hands still doing as they had been even after she broke their kiss. "Hmm? Why do you want me to stop?" he asked quietly, "We're not doing anything that goes too far..."
"No... but you are fantasizing it. And not too subtly either. If I ever -" she sighed, interrupting herself the frown settling deeper on her face. "Could you stop that, please? You are making me feel uneasy."
"I was just..." he couldn't find the words he wanted to speak, and looked down to his hands. He stopped, as she had asked him to. "I... well, I wasn't even thinking at all for a few moments."
Yashia gave him a nod. "I think you have had a few too many... best not do that again." She saw Cirion leaving his position over her, and sat down by her side. Looking down in shame, though perhaps also in disappointment. For an instant, she closed her eyes and ran her hand across her forehead, letting loose a second sigh. "Look, Cirion, it's okay. Nothing happened. We just learn from our mistakes and move on."
Frustrated, and audibly emotional, Cirion made his reply. "You don't trust me. You don't believe in me. You probably think like all the rest do, that I'm just some sex crazed man. That I only care for one thing, don't you?"
"No, I don't think that at all. You don't honestly believe that I do, right? I mean, look at yourself. All this drink just, well... you aren't yourself right now. You aren't thinking clearly. Perhaps we should just go to bed, so you can sleep this off." Moving her legs off the pillows and setting her feet on the ground, Yashia rose to sit up next to him. "And yes, I'm going to stay with you."
He didn't look at her anymore now, though his words kept coming for her. "When I only do one thing you don't like. But if there is something you want to change about me, I almost always have to comply. You pushed me away because you don't really trust me. You only want to stay here so you can keep an eye on me."
"It's not that I didn't trust you, but what you were doing just didn't feel right to me. I was uncomfortable with it. Your kissing and massage, I really liked that. A lot." She leaned forward, resting with her elbows on her lap. Her eyes to the floor in a saddened expression. "I didn't mean to make you feel denied, I just wanted to show our affection in a way that makes us both feel good. And... I already told you I would stop making demands. You deserve better."
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