On a night darker than any, so dark that not even the sanctuary of the Healing House of Lathander could shine a light, a teenage girl sat upright in the bed she had been given. She couldn't sleep, although she had pretended to. Just so she could be alone. Her sleeplessness wasn't caused by fear, for she had nothing to be afraid of losing. Still, thoughts of terrible things spooked through her mind. Why did all this have to happen to her? Why did she have to cause all this grief to the ones around her? She was lost. She had lost it all and had nothing left to live for. Cruelty. That's what it was. And she just didn't care anymore.
A broken glass still lay in the wet rags on the ground, though one piece of the puzzle was missing. Not that anyone would care to try and reassemble it. The young girl with her bright blonde hair looked at the shattered piece of glass in her hand. It was sharp and there was blood on its edge, just like there was some seeping from a shallow, line-shaped cut on her wrist which was placed right beside her artery. Yashia had been crying at first, but it seemed to have done her more harm than good. Now she didn't even have her tears left to be with, and she felt truly broken. The emptiness that filled her was insufferable, and she was ready to end it all.
She was ready to make the final cut when suddenly she heard a creaking noise. Yashia quickly pulled up the sheets and hid beneath them, peeking at the opening door through her narrowly opened eyes. She was somewhat shocked to this man sneaking about this later. Luther, the elderly paladin - and mentor of her first and now lost love - was the only one to have returned from the 'witch hunt' in the woods. He was so severely wounded that he had been on the brink of death. Yet now, he was here. Leaning against the doorpost and barely able to stand, he was watching her while she 'slept'. Though he barely knew her at all, he cared enough to endure his pains just to see if she was alright.
It did not take long before a priestess took note of the old holy warrior of the Morninglord, and removed him in an almost motherly nursing way. Going on about how he couldn't do this in this state. The door closed and her room was dark again. Yashia felt the tears coming back to her eyes, and tossed the glass shard to the ground for it to be reunited with the rest of them. She cried herself to sleep, unable to finish what she had started. In the dream that followed, the words she had promised her love to remember on the day they were parted became clear to her as dawn. And her hope, her will to go on, was renewed.
That was then, nine years ago. It was hope that had filled the emptiness within her with a sense of purpose. But on this stormy night in the druids' glade of Sundren's valley, not the memory nor her prayers were enough to make Yashia feel whole again.
A broken glass still lay in the wet rags on the ground, though one piece of the puzzle was missing. Not that anyone would care to try and reassemble it. The young girl with her bright blonde hair looked at the shattered piece of glass in her hand. It was sharp and there was blood on its edge, just like there was some seeping from a shallow, line-shaped cut on her wrist which was placed right beside her artery. Yashia had been crying at first, but it seemed to have done her more harm than good. Now she didn't even have her tears left to be with, and she felt truly broken. The emptiness that filled her was insufferable, and she was ready to end it all.
She was ready to make the final cut when suddenly she heard a creaking noise. Yashia quickly pulled up the sheets and hid beneath them, peeking at the opening door through her narrowly opened eyes. She was somewhat shocked to this man sneaking about this later. Luther, the elderly paladin - and mentor of her first and now lost love - was the only one to have returned from the 'witch hunt' in the woods. He was so severely wounded that he had been on the brink of death. Yet now, he was here. Leaning against the doorpost and barely able to stand, he was watching her while she 'slept'. Though he barely knew her at all, he cared enough to endure his pains just to see if she was alright.
It did not take long before a priestess took note of the old holy warrior of the Morninglord, and removed him in an almost motherly nursing way. Going on about how he couldn't do this in this state. The door closed and her room was dark again. Yashia felt the tears coming back to her eyes, and tossed the glass shard to the ground for it to be reunited with the rest of them. She cried herself to sleep, unable to finish what she had started. In the dream that followed, the words she had promised her love to remember on the day they were parted became clear to her as dawn. And her hope, her will to go on, was renewed.
That was then, nine years ago. It was hope that had filled the emptiness within her with a sense of purpose. But on this stormy night in the druids' glade of Sundren's valley, not the memory nor her prayers were enough to make Yashia feel whole again.
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