I have come a long way from Mulhorand. I think I'm at the other edge of the world. I didn't know when I left that I would end up here, like this. I haven't seen my home since I left Skuld almost 7 years ago. From Skuld to Aglarond then farther. Every step seemed to make sense back then in my youth.
Becoming free, then with the edict that I could work a mans job, but no, I wanted still more. I wanted to be a full person to do what the Gold Swords did. To help Mulhorand in battle when it needs me. But no, now I'm here I haven't heard anything of home in years.
Should I go back? It wouldn't take me too long now that I know the way. Horus-Re would probably consider what I did an abandonment, but I do not think Geb and Anhur would, I was sure they wouldn't. But now I don't know. But can I? I do not have the passion of youth anymore. Could I handle returning? Could I handle returning to what I once was?
Right now I have the last chance. If I head back now I will have to face my failure. If I stay however, I still have a chance to become a great mercenary, but if I fail...there will be nothing left for me. What will I do then?
Becoming free, then with the edict that I could work a mans job, but no, I wanted still more. I wanted to be a full person to do what the Gold Swords did. To help Mulhorand in battle when it needs me. But no, now I'm here I haven't heard anything of home in years.
Should I go back? It wouldn't take me too long now that I know the way. Horus-Re would probably consider what I did an abandonment, but I do not think Geb and Anhur would, I was sure they wouldn't. But now I don't know. But can I? I do not have the passion of youth anymore. Could I handle returning? Could I handle returning to what I once was?
Right now I have the last chance. If I head back now I will have to face my failure. If I stay however, I still have a chance to become a great mercenary, but if I fail...there will be nothing left for me. What will I do then?
