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  • A Bee Has To Sting

    A red haired Gnome girl sat on the grass near the Crossroads, hunched over as tightly as possible, largely obscured by the tall grass around her. No sounds were to be heard other than the chitter of nearby wildlife and the faint scratching of her writing in a small, rather tatty book.

    Without warning, a tiny drop of water appeared on the page, wetting the ink of a character she had formed just moments ago. She blotted it gently with her sleeve, the liquid quickly soaking into the cloth. It was more than a moment before she realised that she herself was the source of the droplet. She removed her glasses, took a pale blue handkerchief from her pocket and gently dabbed her eyes with it.

    Suddenly, a sound disturbed her. Voices. Footsteps. She snapped the book closed quickly, threw it into her satchel and drew it closed. She curled herself even smaller, peering through the long blades of grass. A man, possibly a merchant or somesuch, was passing through, talking to a human lady. She waited for them to pass before reopening her satchel and removing the book once more. She flipped through the pages until she located the one she had been writing on moments before. She stared at the slightly smudged ink where the single tear had fallen. She regarded the word she had written, trying to make out what it had said before it had been obscured by the salty teardrop. She could barely make it out, but reading through the few words before it, she realised that it was the Gnomish word for "dignity".

    Before she knew it, she was weeping once more. "I wish I really had destroyed you," she muttered to the book through her sobs, "but you hold too much to lose." She slammed the book closed once more, and burried it at the bottom of her satchel, piling everything else she carried on top of it, burying it deep.

    She wiped her eyes once again on the handkerchief. "Stop it, Juniper, stop it now," she chastised herself. "People cannot see you like this. What would they think? You have to be happy, people expect such, and no less. They don't want to know your troubles, they want you to be Juniper, so Juniper you shall be." She finished scolding herself, took a deep breath inward, and let it out as a weary sigh. She dried her eyes one final time, ran her hands through her red curls, and rubbed her cheeks until they were a glowing, healthy, happy, rosy pink colour, and in an attempt to force herself to smile, thought about her friends.

    Picking up her pack, she headed toward the Exigo Trading Post, adding a spring to her step as she went on her way, heading toward a gathered crowd, offering a cheery wave as she drew closer.
    Juniper Thimbles, aka Juney, Blueberry, Maggie, Magpie or Queenie, depending who you ask:
    Ex-Seamstress, Wannabe Collector, and Machiavellian Maker of Mischief.
    'Cherries or Strawberries? Rain or Shine? Cats or Dogs? Cake or Pie?'

    Juney's Super-Sparkly Triple-New theme tune:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aC9Kc-p2xxw#t=0m22s

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    There she sat once more, concealed in the long grass. She knew it was coming, it was inevitable. She knew this because of the anxiety she felt, and was all too aware of what would replace the anxiety in the moments to come; it was inevitable because of the company she was keeping - or lack of.

    I always say too much.

    When alone, the feeling of insecurity was overwhelming. No distractions, and nobody to perform to; her solitude was a breeding ground for the anxiety, the anxiety the same for her sadness.

    And always to the wrong people.

    Being here, in the grass, keeping herself hidden, reminded her somewhat of home. A game of hide-and-seek with her brothers. Or hiding from her mother, avoiding punishment for whatever wrong she had done this time.

    I shouldn't have told him. I shouldn't have acted so bravely. I shouldn't have let my emotions rush my judgement. But it is done.

    The anxiety left her, washed away by a wave of raw emotion, then followed the blessed release; alone she sat, and she wept. It could perhaps said that she was simply feeling sorry for herself. Perhaps so, to a degree, but she was more sorry for others that she felt she had caused some degree of misery.

    Too many cross words to people I care too much for. And for no good reason. Keep it to yourself, you silly girl.

    She felt wretched for some of the things she had said to people she knew. No, to her friends. Pent up anger and compounded frustration had got the better of her in the heat of the moment, and she had said things that, while she certainly believed in, and thought to be true, should not have been said aloud. And such a display of emotion, negative emotion, in front of so many. It was unacceptable. She bit down hard on her lip as some small way of scalding herself.

    Nobody need doubt me. I am as happy as I show myself to be, in everybody's eyes but my own.

    Despite the regret for her words, she remained firm on her beliefs. She knew what needed to be done. And she was no longer the only one.

    Have I crossed a line? Is there any turning back?

    As she waited for the wave to pass, and the tears to stop, she rocked ever so slightly backward and forward, a song about the life of bee running through her head, over and over again, her mood lifting ever so slightly with every repetition.

    A last resort, right or wrong,
    I collected nectar for so long,
    In my flight a dance, in my heart a song,
    Cheering folk as I go along,
    Provoked I should not have been,
    Now I can be sure of but one thing,
    For the good of the hive,
    I risk my life,
    For a Bee has got to sting.

    Still mumbling the song to herself, she followed the trail toward the Trading Post, half walking, half skipping, her emotion left among the tall grass.
    Juniper Thimbles, aka Juney, Blueberry, Maggie, Magpie or Queenie, depending who you ask:
    Ex-Seamstress, Wannabe Collector, and Machiavellian Maker of Mischief.
    'Cherries or Strawberries? Rain or Shine? Cats or Dogs? Cake or Pie?'

    Juney's Super-Sparkly Triple-New theme tune:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aC9Kc-p2xxw#t=0m22s

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