After a long day's outing, Sol sits alone in her room at the Four Lanterns. Her face dimly lit by the soft candlelight ambiance as she rests idly against her desk, chin in hand and parchment splayed before her. The many books stacked against he walls and furniture seemed to crowd her into her own detached world.
So long had she wished that her actions held greater, higher meaning in the land of Sundren. Forever, it seemed, she had longed for a purer calling and purpose in her life---to not be another pawn in the world's game, but to be useful for those who sought her knowledge. A beacon of knowing and lore, someone people could rely on.
Even in her apprenticeship under the tutelage of Mizrahi, her aspirations to join the Right, she had saw little meaning in herself. How she had studied and practiced daily, read all that was tangible about the arcane and about golem-engineering. It was as though everything had sunk into a void of nothingness... none of it would matter in the end, she thought.
"Everything I do is for me now."
Peering down below her hands rests a large parchment containing rather interesting blueprints of a building of some sort. She stares at it a while before making some corrections in various places and rests her quill. There seems to be a classroom, an office, a summoning chamber, and a small dormitory.

"Perhaps then, my dreams may come true now."
Her mind wandered over Snow's shameless announcement of her wish, of how she had wanted to serve the people. Her entire anti-social and detached facade had been busted in one single swipe of his words. To teach and be trusted in knowledge, and to construct a place to do so. She had unwittingly helped construct the blade which would kill the devil Vachbathus, and in turn serve Sundren without previously knowing such.
She had wondered what people thought of her now. Cruel and unforgiving came to mind, but did they really know her? Perhaps, they only new the masquerade she played with such innate ability. Her knowledge burdened her greatly as her skill in the arcane grew. The power to instantly slay a man, or dominate his mind, or turn him into a block of stone... such powers existed, and their doings weighed heavily on her.
"How can I smile and be a friend when such things exist in my control?"
Turning her gaze she spies Mirumoto in the corner of the room, having entered sometime during her thoughts. He sits quietly as well drawing his brush over a scroll in graceful, rhythmical strokes. Barely a sound ever escapes his movements as he works with ease in his artistic endeavors. Now in her service, she would do all she could to maintain his honor---as a friend, companion, bodyguard, and the second-in-command of her new found order... and his tea was always excellent.
"I've another poem for you, Miru." She chimes.
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