Like a con man on the run, I bury my past. Maybe that's why I didn't argue when the sentence came down: It was time to leave.
Now I live in a country where the product is death. In a desolate countryside divided and ruled by altruistic sociopaths who make power plays, communication means a threat and a sharp sword, conflict trumps logic, and permanence is a mortal sin because it slows down the expansion of faction lines.
I wanted a book.
Or maybe I'm being overly dramatic. Sundren used to have more people than my place of origin, but the Sundered Vale called in a few Gods and their most devout followers and all that crumpled to battlefields and graveyards, which, in turn, caused a great city to rise into the sky and stay there.
And not for me.
Leaders from different forces try to stem the erosion but end up fighting for the likes of ruined towns and desolate fields. Money changes hands, bloody skirmishes are finessed, and heroes the Valley created are eventually dissolved like wrinkles in the Evergold pool. Boundaries shift. I try to stay between the lines.
Standing in a crowded line at a portal to the floating city, soaking up the stares and the sighs with a half smile, and I wonder if Sune would frown upon taking advantage of a refugee girl.
--
The librarian flushed scarlet at my smile. “I'm looking for a certain book.”
“Oh, sir, of course.” She patted down the front of her scholarly tunic and I followed the clothed contours of her collarbone. “Do you have a title I could, ah- work with?”
“I do not. But I have a subject. You could show me around the back and we'll see what develops.”
She said, “A master of suspense.”
I eased out another limber smile, “Not really. We already know the ending.”
Now I live in a country where the product is death. In a desolate countryside divided and ruled by altruistic sociopaths who make power plays, communication means a threat and a sharp sword, conflict trumps logic, and permanence is a mortal sin because it slows down the expansion of faction lines.
I wanted a book.
Or maybe I'm being overly dramatic. Sundren used to have more people than my place of origin, but the Sundered Vale called in a few Gods and their most devout followers and all that crumpled to battlefields and graveyards, which, in turn, caused a great city to rise into the sky and stay there.
And not for me.
Leaders from different forces try to stem the erosion but end up fighting for the likes of ruined towns and desolate fields. Money changes hands, bloody skirmishes are finessed, and heroes the Valley created are eventually dissolved like wrinkles in the Evergold pool. Boundaries shift. I try to stay between the lines.
Standing in a crowded line at a portal to the floating city, soaking up the stares and the sighs with a half smile, and I wonder if Sune would frown upon taking advantage of a refugee girl.
--
The librarian flushed scarlet at my smile. “I'm looking for a certain book.”
“Oh, sir, of course.” She patted down the front of her scholarly tunic and I followed the clothed contours of her collarbone. “Do you have a title I could, ah- work with?”
“I do not. But I have a subject. You could show me around the back and we'll see what develops.”
She said, “A master of suspense.”
I eased out another limber smile, “Not really. We already know the ending.”
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